US Muslims: backlash fear builds each 9/11
By RACHEL ZOLL
(AP)
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19 hours ago
NEW YORK — There is the dread of leaving the house that morning. People might stare, or worse, yell insults.
Prayers are more intense, visits with family longer. Mosques become a refuge.
Eight
years after 9/11, many U.S. Muslims still struggle through the
anniversary of the attacks. Yes, the sting has lessened. For the
younger generation of Muslims, the tragedy can even seem like a distant
memory. "Time marches on," said Souha Azmeh Al-Samkari, a 22-year-old
student at the University of Dayton in Ohio.
Yet, many American Muslims say Sept. 11 will never be routine, no matter how many anniversaries have passed.
"I
get a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach every year," said Nancy
Rokayak, 45, of Charlotte, N.C., who covers her hair in public. "I feel
on 9/11 others look at me and blame me for the events that took place."
Rokayak,
a U.S.-born convert, has four children with her husband, who is from
Egypt, and works as an ultrasound technologist. She makes sure she is
wearing a red, white and blue flag pin every Sept. 11 and feels safer
staying close to home.
Sarah Sayeed, 41, who lives in the Bronx,
said that for a long time, she hesitated before going out on the
anniversary. The morning the World Trade Center crumbled, she rushed to
her son's Islamic day school so they could both return home. The other
women there warned that she should take off her headscarf, or hijab,
for her own safety. She now attends an interfaith prayer event each
Sept. 11, keeping her hair covered as always.
"There's still a
sense of `Should I go anywhere? Should I say anything?' There's kind of
that anxiety," said Sayeed, who was born in India and came to the U.S.
at age 8. "I force myself to go out."
The anniversary brings a
mix of emotions: sorrow over the huge loss of life, anguish over the
wars that followed, but also resentment over how the hijackings so
completely transformed the place of Muslims in the U.S. and beyond.
A
poll released this week by the Pew Forum on Religion & Public Life
found that 38 percent of Americans believe Islam is more likely than
other faiths to encourage violence. That is down from 45 percent two
years earlier.
It is now common in U.S. mosques for Muslims to
preface public remarks by saying they know the government is
eavesdropping but Muslims have nothing to hide.
"It put a lot of
Muslim Americans in the position of, `We don't blend in as much as we
thought we did,'" said Ibrahim Abdul-Matin, 32, a native New Yorker
whose college friend was killed in the World Trade Center.
Some
of the Muslims interviewed for this story said they have been subjected
to insults, though not on the Sept. 11 anniversary. Sayeed remembers a
man walking by and calling her "Taliban." Closer to the attacks, an
anonymous caller told Rokayak to get out of the country.
Abdul-Matin,
32, said he avoids TV news on the anniversary "if it's too much of this
drumbeating or warmongering, if the focus is on `what they did to us.'"
He prefers spending the day with his relatives, especially his mother,
who was with him in Brooklyn the morning of the attacks.
"It's a family day," Abdul-Matin said.
This
year, the anniversary falls on a Friday, the Islamic day of
congregational prayer, and during Ramadan, the Muslim holy month, when
mosques are usually packed. Muslims expect their prayer leaders, or
imams, will at least mention the significance of the date in their
sermons.
Asim Rehman, president of the Muslim Bar Association of
New York, was at the federal courthouse in lower Manhattan when the
planes hit. He said he passes the day "as a proud New Yorker" in
"prayer and reflection" for the victims, their families and others.
Not
all mosques will commemorate the day. A significant number of U.S.
Muslims contend that no one of their faith could have perpetrated the
hijackings. They resist suggestions that they should be monitoring
their own communities for extremism.
Kamran Memon, an Illinois
lawyer, has taken a different approach, founding Muslims for A Safe
America, which challenges fellow Muslims to learn more about national
security. The debates and talks he leads at mosques throughout the
Chicago area start from the position that Muslims were behind the
attacks.
On the anniversary, Memon keeps his work schedule light
and prefers to stay home. He reflects on what happened, but his
thoughts are more focused on what could be ahead. Some Muslims are
convinced that if the U.S. is hit with another terrorist attack, the
government will put them in internment camps, he said.
"There's
this fear about what down the road this will mean for my daughter's
future. What kind of life will she have here?" he said. "People may be
less angry or less hostile toward Muslims in general, but if there's
another attack, what then?"
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